The First Date
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There wasn’t much settling back at home before I dropped a hint to Jim that I wanted to meet up. I was tired of keeping the distance. No more covert operations or digging through the trash… time to dive in headfirst and see just how serious this guy can be. I made a comment that I loved the food at Geoffrey’s. He bit. Fast forward – day of the date. We set a time but since I’m always running around like a nut, I was running behind. He texted me when he was heading over. After getting out of the shower and seeing that he was en route, I texted back, “Running late, ah!” Luckily he’s a great guy and took the hint. He responded, “Don’t panic, just text me when you’re ready.” Definitely took the pressure off!
He took me to dinner and to a movie. He was quite the gentleman and honestly, I’ve never been treated so well. He told me I looked beautiful. He held doors for me. He opened the car door when I got in and when I got out. He paid for both the dinner and the movie in such a flash that I didn’t even have a chance to pull out a card. I considered it a date, and I was pretty sure he did, too, but it was never discussed so there is always that doubt in the back of your mind. I was so thrilled and at that point extremely excited since all those signs pointed to it being a date.
When it was obvious to me that it was a date, I yearned for more. A handhold, touch on the arm, hug, kiss… Halfway through the movie I started getting fidgety. Multiple times I told myself, just reach for his hand, dumb ass! But something inside told me to wait. I wanted him to make that move. I wanted him to tell me how he was feeling.
On the way back to the car he says casually, So there’s something I realized I’ve never brought up in all our conversations…” Freeze. “I’ve told you about my most recent break up…” Oh no, what could he possibly tell me? “…but I was actually married right out of high school. We were together for 8 years and then she cheated on me. We were divorced and that’s it.” Swallow. Okay, so it’s not too big of a deal really. Just would have liked to be told this earlier. I told him, “Okay, thanks for telling me. No biggie.” I shrugged it off as a good piece of old news. Mental, phew!
On the way back to my house he asked, “Do you want to stop for a cup of coffee? I don’t want our conversation to end.” Melt! Good, I wouldn’t have to give up on some physical connection just yet. I told him, “Yes, I’d love to have a cup of coffee.” Finally when we sit down and order our coffee, he spills. Not the coffee, his feelings. Halleluiah! He tells me, “I don’t know how you feel about me or if you even considered this a date but I’m really into you and I have been since the first time I met you. If you aren’t into me, then I’ll let it go and we can remain friends but I need to throw it out there or I’ll never forgive myself.” Yes, a man actually said this to me. Jackpot! I told him I felt the same way. That mutual understanding and a kiss at the end of the night sealed the deal. I was dating Jim and I was happy.
to be continued…
Online Dating – A New Breed of Men?
“Do I give the wrong signals?”
This is the question a friend recently asked me over drinks. I asked her to elaborate, fully knowing that her stories are usually quite colorful!
A few months back she decided to try some online dating. The tricky thing with online dating is that it’s a hybrid of blind dating. You never get the physical in-person first impression and the information you receive on the person is filtered. Whether it’s through a friend, family member or the person themselves, their story is somewhat constructed for you (leaving room for exaggeration and flat-out lies). Anyway, because of this, online dating starts way before the actual first date; a lot of questions and introductions may already be out of the way. But does this mean that the first date is more like a second, third or fourth? I would say no. My friend has encountered something that may change my opinion.
On two recent dates that began online, she had similar instances where both men assumed that things were progressing a lot faster than my friend figured. The first man took her out to dinner and midway through the meal asked her to join him, he had something to show her. She reluctantly left the table and followed him – to the back near the bathrooms – where she suddenly realized that what he wanted to show her was something she didn’t want to see. She hightailed it into the woman’s room, waited a few minutes and then returned to the hallway where her date stood, annoyed. She asked him point-blank why he brought her back there and he casually said, “Well I thought, you know, you could…” They went back to the table and he carried on the date, talking about his family, his child from a previous marriage, etc. My friend got the impression that he thought they were closer then she thought they were. Yes, she might know a lot about him but this was the first time they made physical contact.
My immediate impression was, well this guy was a sleaze bag or really lonely. Then my friend tells me about the other man she went out with….
They went out to eat and then went out to a lounge. Her date had some friends that were already at the lounge in a private booth. They hung with them for a while and suddenly my friend found herself alone in the booth with her date and he closed the curtains. He started kissing her and she was okay with it – she thought it was kind of sexy. Mid-make out however he stopped, got up, knelt on the table in front of her and unzipped his pants. Yeah. She was a bit shocked. She told him bluntly that she was absolutely not going there and he casually pulled himself back together, got up, opened the curtains and settled down. A few minutes later his friends returned and they all hung out for a bit.
So, my friend’s question remains, “Do I give the wrong signals?”
Since I have never dated her I can’t say if she is giving the wrong impression, however, I have never had a guy expect anything like that on a first date – before even leaving a public place! Maybe it is her. Or maybe there is a breed of guys who just think casual below the belt make outs are normal. Or maybe there is an interesting thing happening with online dating. Your first date happened weeks ago online: chatting, in an exchange of emails, in a phone conversation or sharing photos online. Regardless of all that, women (and I would assume some men) still need that face-to-face time to get to know someone. Whipping it out on the first real date is NOT okay.
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